Christians: Would you please be willing to open my heart to God and Jesus? (no joke)?

Dear Christians, I want to be sincere with you. If you truly believe that you should save other people who don't believe in Jesus or God, then please try to help me find God and Jesus. I ask you to please not dismiss me, as I'm honestly curious about your beliefs and how I can feel and understand God and Jesus and become saved like you. I want you to try your very best to save my soul and have me receive Jesus into my heart. Please pray for me, witness to me, and tell me how I can become a Christian who loves God. I ask that you could please use your own words, to make it more personal. Tell all your Christian friends to answer this question, and message me here on Yahoo if you want to witness, but please show understanding and patience with me. I'm not going to treat you rudely.