Why can't i get a job? Am I a loser?

you seem educated enough, and smart enough to want to support your family, times are tough these days, i was in your shoes, but i didn't lose faith, don't give up, not easy i know, but keep trying to apply where you can, take pay cuts, lower your standard for now, and when times are better and more jobs to choose from, change positions. finally found a job myself, but to be honest i didn't see a light at the end of the tunnel, it takes luck, doesn't matter how educated you are, compitition is harsh. good luck.